tak larat dahh..arghhh

sepanjang praktikal nih aku selalu ja stress.. bukan sebab keje je..tp sebab org keliling aku..kadang2 aku rase nak idup sorang ja..tp aku bkn mcm tu..aku suka idup bermasyarakat yg best..bkn masyrakat yg buhsan.. ntah la..sebenarnya aku dah btol2 tak larat nak idup dalam berjaga2..bkn jaga dari terkena tembakan msuh..tp nk kna alert ape yg aku buat supaya hati sumer org terjaga rapi..aku terpikir gak..susah sgt ke nak jaga ati aku..aku rasa senang ja.. senyum ja kat aku setiap kali aku jmpa..aku dah cukup seronok..aku tak suruh pun sumer org buat lawak yg bg aku gelak sampai terguling2..tp kalo dia berjaya buat tu kira bonus mark aku bg..huhuhu
Aku ni pun tak perfect..kadang2 aku sengaja ja wat mende yg org tak suka..bkn kadang2 kot..tp selalu gak la..hehhehee,

sem depan kalo ada tanduk kat ujung pala aku ni la..aku nak cari umah len la.. aku rasa sia2 ja aku wat baik selama ni(konon baik la)..aku nak hargai kawan2 yg btol2 hargai effort aku ja.. aku tak leh nak idup dgn org yg tak reti hargai org.. kalo idup ngan org yg tak reti pujuk aku tak kesah..sebab aku pun tak kuasa pujuk org..wawawaw..tgk tu..jahat la aku ni..

tp aku tau..aku ni cakap ja..stgi bila nak wat mula la tak sampai ati.. mula la nak pikir perasaan org tu..bila pikir balik dia tak wat kat aku cmtu pun..mungkin aku dah dididik cmtu kot n mngkin org2 terlibat tu dah besa idup cmtu kot..sentiasa tada perasaan..aku pun kadang2 kijam gak..tp aku harap pasni aku nak kijam selalu la..wawawawaw..

dah la...aku nak layan feeling jap..b4 that nah baca lirik ni

Mariah Carey - Anytime You Need A Friend

If you're lonely
And need a friend
And troubles seem like
They never end
Just remember to keep the faith
And love will be there to light the way

Anytime you need a friend
I will be here
You'll never be alone again
So don't you fear
Even if you're miles away
I'm by your side
So don't you ever be lonely
Love will make it alright

When the shadows are closing in
And your spirit diminishing
Just remember you're not alone
And love will be there
To guide you home

Anytime you need a friend
I will be here
You'll never be alone again
So don't you fear
Even if you're miles away
I'm by your side
So don't you ever be lonely
Love will make it alright

If you just believe in me
I will love you endlessly
Take my hand
Take me into your heart
I'll be there forever baby
I won't let go
I'll never let go

Anytime you need a friend
I will be here
You'll never be alone again
So don't you fear
Even if you're miles away
I'm by your side
So don't you ever be lonely
It's alright
It's alright